i said it once.. "
i won't be coming down".. and here's a few facts behind the solid answer.. 1st of all.. my group.. which is group 3.. doesn't get any backup from any of the groups when we're doing our pre-teacher's day tournament.. yet we're going to do ushering duty 2morrow? why in the world should I do that duty when I could have a free day.. why should I come when there should be at least 40+ free people.. why should I come for duty which is very last minute, deploying us just a few hours before the event, us not knowing anything.. if sc people thinks i'm giving attitude so be it.. at least i'm giving attitude with reasons..
ps. DOVER SC VOTING SYSTEM SUCKS!!
regards
Kasarnova - Helminion
posted by: hilmi21 @ 9:32 pm
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it is just 2 days away from teachers day.. dover had a lot of plans for that paricular day.. from a catwalk to a dance.. i had to apologise if i am dissing dover sc again but its the real truth from me and just me not from anybody else.. again, i would like to say it is just 2 days away from teachers day.. but from i what i see and feel.. would there ever be a full dress rehearsal? if there is, why isn't the stage been drawn up? there is a lot of promise about teachers day but why is there fights? and why isn't the ones with power help stop the fight and came to a decision? also we boasts about having the most members which is 80+.. yet i could say that only about 20-40 people are active.. what ever happened to the rest? just slack and get the cca points? here's a suggestion.. sack them off.. why should we boasts having the most members in west and central when we can't even man-manage? an example? ok.. i heard from someone that he had to skip practice for teacher's day just so to help in something else which could be done by any of the 60 people in school.. one word from me.. ridiculous..
hit me back
Kasarnova-Helminion
posted by: hilmi21 @ 8:19 am
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i am so bored.. that the net, tv and games are starting to bore me to bits.. haiz.. even goin out with frens also have curfew.. haiz.. what am i to do.. having sc in dover also like no use.. my dad forbid me from getting a post.. well actually i too don't want any posts ah.. it takes too much time and energy.. plus having more responsibility.. my old sc friends want me to make dover sc into what BBSC used to be.. haiz.. oh well.. went to my nephew's gig.. quite an ok gig la.. spots some mistakes on what not to do during performance.. especially like not to bring lyrics to the stage & taking too much time getting ready.. well.. the last band that performed had this great energy that they are like throwing their equipments everywhere.. especially the bassist.. hahaha.. emocore la i think.. but their girl guitarist just grabs my attention from starting to finish.. 1st, she is mighty cute.. 2nd she plays guitar.. 3rd she's mighty cute.. 4th.. she's playing heavy riffs.. 5th.. she's mighty cute.. yeah.. but important of all.. she's so fucking mighty cute!!! can't stop thinking of her the whole night you know.. hahaha.. if only i know her name or maybe her number or email.. haiz.. hahaha.. lame sia mi.. hang around with haq and fahmi, have dinner at penin.. and i started dis whole thing which i call the whirlpool incident.. and it created a whole lot of future stories.. hahaha.. zus and hazhim joined us later on.. reached home around 10+.. now i am fasting.. for reasons that is quite hard to type.. ps. if anybody know the name of the girl who performed at the gig "rock on" at DXO for the last performing band.. do msg me.. (sounds so pathetic sia me, hahaha)regardskasarnova-helminion
posted by: hilmi21 @ 9:07 am
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not a good week.. not so fucking good you know.. it seems everybody seems to be ignoring me and start to disclude me.. well.. all i have to say is fuck all of you.. don't ever fucking come to me for help.. i'll fucking ignore you..
first, saturday at ite bb.. i said hi to a certain someone.. all she did was just walk away from me not saying anything.. fuck you girl.. don't you think that you're needed here and there, you could fucking ignore me ok.. and don't fucking say you don't know me or you didn't saw me.. today, nobody fucking tell me there's a fucking sc meeting.. if you guys don't like me being in sc and see me as a threat to your power scheming ways.. said so.. i'll gladly fucking quit than being part of a group lead by a couple of power and rank hungry, selfish people.. then another certain someone saw me waving as a friendly gesture, and what did she do? she turned away and walk.. leaving me like a fool waving.. what is this a fucking ignore-hilmi-in-many-ways-possible week?! and guess what, if this three days, isn't bad enough,
i am promoted to being an assistant facilitator for group 3.. another reason all those power hungry people to hate me even more.. plus this friday, the group 3 have a pre teachers day badminton tournament.. i just hope that i could fucking make it this week, with projects coming out like hotcakes, lessons, and of course the dreaded jb home.. remember ok guys.. you guys wanna start fucking with me.. you guys gonna pay.. and i don't mean in money..
regards
kasarnova-helminion
posted by: hilmi21 @ 10:13 pm
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wow.. seen through sabrina's and rizuan's blog.. everyone it seems have an entry on the day of the national day and the day before.. hahaha.. i guess i ain't like everyone.. i'm always different.. which sometimes suck la.. well... the day before national day had a duty at the hall.. doing ushering which is not usually one of my fave fortes.. had to get to school very the damn early la.. need to be there by 7am.. 7am!! i am usually still asleep at 7am.. stayed at school till 3pm.. got to know some people a bit better.. played card games.. hahaha.. quite fun playing.. hahaha.. went home got ready to go to jb.. overnite there.. had a earful of nagging from mum.. very the damn piss off and started to talk back and shout at her.. hahaha.. always illogical and no common sense at all.. celebrated ndp at malaysia.. no fun at all.. no patriotic feeling when you're celebrating not at your own country.. haiz..
DOVER SC GROUP 3 IS GOING TO HAVE A PRE-TEACHER'S DAY COMPETITION ON THE 24TH AUGUST.. STUDENTS AND TEACHERS ARE WELCOME TO PARTICIPATE OR WATCH THE COMPETITION..
regards
Kasarnova - Helminion
posted by: hilmi21 @ 8:53 pm
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its the 1st week of august.. wow.. time really do fly.. i guess its one of the factors for judgement day, that is written in the Holy Quran.. 1 year is like 1 month, 1 month is like 1 day.. and so on.. oh well.. had CAD lesson today.. matin, faz and me talked in class about how the malay community had gone from bad to worse.. like having sex outside marriage and being proud of it.. on having a hard time searching for a virgin.. yeah.. that sort of stuff.. also talked about matin having a sordid problem with girls.. hahaha... kind of funny and grossed out la actually.. hahaha.. well.. hadn't been eating properly for the past week.. dunno whether i've lost some weight or not.. hahaha... well.. i dunno what else to write right now.. hahaha.. oh well..
regards
Kasarnova-Helminion
posted by: hilmi21 @ 9:39 pm
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