ever heard of scientology? some hollywood celebrities are in it... the most famous one is Tom Cruise... issit a religion or issit a cult? i for one call it a cult... cos for one to call a religion, one shld be praying to a god or gods... so wat god does scientology prayed to? hmm... and the cult is based on a novel, not on a holy book... and wat kind of religion would uphold freedom laws...paranoid of the media... spying the media... getting gritty details of a critic's past to go against the critic... i had watched the bbc video covering scientology, and i could see their paranoia... where interviews are interupted, their own camera crews to film wat they were doing, a spokesperson who seems to hv links with CIA or FBI to get the bad pasts of someone... storming out of an interview and etc... so if ppl is reading dis, u be the judge...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QuJlZ_f1594&feature=related - part 1 of BBC's programme called panorama, doing abt scientology
posted by: hilmi21 @ 12:31 pm
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i just read back my old posts... lots of times where i would say i didn't hv the time... i miss being in school... its gonna be 2 years b4 i'll be back being in one... by the time i finished my NS, most ppl i know will be inside while the girls will either still skooling or hv gone werking...
i dunno why but its like the 2 bands dat influenced me to listen to rock is back... 1st Blink 182 is back and doing their studio album and soon a world tour... den i just got to know... Limp Bizkit is back too... and wif Wes Borland in the band! i hope both could come down to SG... separately tho...Blink 182 inspired me thru my secondary skool times... while Limp Bizkit is my first rock band i've listened to... and also learnt cussing frm them as well... hahaha...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 8:04 pm
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one group makes me feel unwelcomed and invisible while the other group just makes me feel like a servant and a dork...
i dunno wat i did wrong... seriously... my dr frens are making me unwelcome... my band frens makes me feel like they're just using me... sumtimes i just wonder if i am living with the phrase, "
with frends like dis, who needs enemies"... i tink i do... its ok if u dun wanna invite me to go out wif u ppl, but pls dun rub it in till u hv to talk abt it almost every 5 minutes... it just makes me so left out...and pls dun comment on wat i want to eat and wat i dun wanna eat... i dun comment on wat u r eating, so pls dun comment on mine... wats so wrong abt me not eating veggies... does it say in the holy quran dat it is a must to eat veggies? i noe veggies are healthy, but i eat fruits as a substitute for not eating veggies... at the very least i tried to eat some veggies... and i hv made a rule of no bean sprouts! and when i said no, i mean no! "Ooooh, bean sprouts are good..", "bean sprouts are nice,"... try eating it when it is left there for half a day, see if that bean sprouts makes u feel good... and while i'm eating, i tot of my band frens whom some i noe are like me, non-veggies eaters... i felt good noeing at least there's ppl alike...
one group makes me feel unwelcomed and invisible while the other group just makes me feel like a servant and a dork...
ok, i admit, i am the official crew, but i am one man... i was promised of free gigs and a free meal... the 1st was kinda true except for one time where i hv to pay for myself (i was promised to be paid back but i didn't get any)... the free meal, i onli got it once but like its onli dessert not a full meal... and i did my job as a crew to get the equipment in check, and i did dat once by restringing, i paid the strings by myself, and i nvr had gotten back any money back... i was treated like a pack mule, getting laugh at bcos i was concern dat i would get the wrong side of the law, wats wrong wif being scared of dat... i was playing it safe... like its cool to go against the authority... den i gratefully say
being cool is kinda stupid... and if i had my lazy way, i shldn't even restring the damn thing... no "thank you"s, no appreciation at all...
if any of the ppl reading, feel like i was talking abt them, so be it.. i dun care...
like the phrase:
"WITH FRIENDS LIKE THIS, WHO NEEDS ENEMIES"
for those who owes me money, be wary, i'm hunting you...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 2:08 pm
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