i tink i'm getting sick of waiting for her.. even when she is circling arnd my mind all the time... but it's more like anger than love... sumtimes reading her entries just makes me so... oh well... when people just can't get the idea of time management and think they're oh-so mature...
i just don't get it... why the complaints and the whining? if you jolly well know how suffering is, this is just sumting small, yet you make it like its gonna be the death of you... which is just too exaggerating...
JUST REMEMBER THAT U R NOT THE ONLI ONE FACING SUCH THINGS... THERE'S STILL MILLIONS WHO SUFFERED OR GONNA SUFFER THE SAME FATE OR WORST FATE THAN URS...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 12:01 am
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i guess this is my new lifestyle... i m trying to keep fit... for better or for worst... hv not been eating properly... hv jogged wif my frens for 2 days dis week... i m still unfit tho... but i m trying... i'm happy...
the other day, accompany asri go to his car servicing at leng kee... and had breakfast/lunch at brickworks... Sorry yea AK n Sabby, can't meet up with u gals, had ordered food alrdy n had plans wen u contact me... so we walked arnd queensway area to pass time... it was fun... we shld do dis more often guys...
my mind is uncertain... LJS is still in my mind... everyday it doesn't fail for me to keep waiting and thinking of u... but u hv responsibilities now... and at the current time, u r emotionally and physically tired frm everyday life... i certainly wish to be by ur side always... be there when u need someone to listen to how ur day is or needed some kind of help that i could offer...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 11:24 am
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laziness had overwhelm me totally... thus the no updates... hahaha... a few things had happened tho... my cousin, Saiful, got engaged... i lost 5 kilos over the hols... had this crush on the girl who works at the counter at JP Banquet Hotplate stall... hehehe... LJS is totally on my mind tho... everyday almost all the time...
last friday, is my close fren, AK, bdae... tho its almost a week to write this in the blog... HAPPY BIRTHDAY AK!! that day is probably one of my most tired day, i onli spent 2 hours at home... early in the morning, sent dad to work den got home, eat breakfast and get ready to skool... 1 hour is spent at home... den after skool, accompany asri pick up his Subaru at Jln Tukang and den went to JP for lunch and walked around JP... den i head home... reached home arnd 430... slept for a little while... called on mum whether she wants me to pick her up... she doesn't want to... so i pick up AK and Sabby at their attachment place at Leng Kee... Traffic jams thru out the road to Leng Kee... sori k gals for the delay... sent them to mcd at Bukit batok mrt.. while i hv some errands to be done for mum... after dat, i had my dinner with the gals.. including julia and linda... had a ton of laughs...
2dae, i sumwat like got into a serious talk with someone... hw could u just call me up and just ask me to come along and sign sumting? wat makes u tink i am dat willing to happily sign some documents? wat makes u tink dat it is dat easy for someone to sign dat document? dun get me wrong, i would be happy to sign it but onli on certain rules and conditions... do u noe dat if i were to sign dat documents and sumting were to happen, who's name do u tink will come up? will it b u who will bear the consequences?
i doubt so....
posted by: hilmi21 @ 7:49 pm
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