WHAT IS YOUR DEEPEST FEAR?
some might say ghost, heights, death and even water. In the movie "Coach Carter", Coach Carter asks a player, Timo Cruz, what is his deepest fear. he didn't answer the question.
nearing the end of the movie,he did answer the question, when everybody else had forgotten.
He stood up and he said:
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
posted by: hilmi21 @ 3:44 pm
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wokays... i got my ankle sprained... damn moshers... oh well, at least i got to see one of my fave band, As I Lay Dying perform... damn nice la... almost got myself into the mosh pit, but no thanks, as i am carrying my bag as well as my fren's... before that i had a very long chat with someone till late morning... and woke up late for investiture training... but found it great as dad allow me to drive alone... so after training and meeting, i sent AK and Sabby to the Cathay and den sent Ter, Ryzal n Faris to IMM... got quite lost after sending AK and Sabby... and almost did something dat could be disastrous along the way... stupid me seh... and i finally understand Dad's feelings when he says he's tired from driving... got home arnd 12+am...
2dae, went to skool despite dad's orders not to... got my jacket drenched... and got to class late... and found out its a catching up lab lesson... so played games till 10... den head to SC rm, got to know of the top 7's positions and stayed there till around 5pm.. and accompany syamil to JP to buy something, which he didn't able to bcos of some factors... den after dinner, accompany asri to JP for his dinner... yet again... hahaha...
i tink i shld realli forget abt my feelings for LJS... its like its not worth all the pain... this song being played now- About A Girl by The Academy Is...- is for you... and for me too as a reminder that i shld let you go from my heart...
The Academy Is... - About A Girl lyrics
One song about a girl
I can't breathe when I'm around her
I'll wait here everyday
In case she'll scratch the surface
She'll never notice
I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl
Last night
I knew what to say
But you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well rehearsed
Tongue tied and overloaded
You never notice
I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl
I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl
To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone wants
To be loved, to be loved
What more could you ask for
To be loved, to be loved
Everyone...
I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl
I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl
Lyrics The Academy Is... - About A Girl lyrics
posted by: hilmi21 @ 11:01 pm
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what a week it had been... onli done less than 5 hours of lesson... monday(2 1/2 hrs) and today (1 1/2 hrs)... ok, i'm sick on wednesday and abit sick on thursday... vomitting and diarrhea... my mum is also sick... since puasa she claims to the doc on wednesday nite... SC East Investiture is magnificent or so to say... other than the incoming president forgetting the SC pledge, everything went quite smoothly... well, i dun wanna say anyting much abt the nite... 2dae, had lunch with AK, Sabby & Ter at spagetti too at IMM... 1st time see Azy werk... 2morow... As I Lay Dying!!
"Remove from me, This deception, That I Called Love, That I Called Love!!"
- As I Lay Dying "Through Struggle"
ITS VERY HARD FOR ME TO LET YOU GO BUT ITS EVEN HARDER TO SEE YOU WITH SOMEONE ELSE
posted by: hilmi21 @ 11:09 pm
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its been quite a while since i've hang out with M.A.S.H, finally got the chance to last saturday... met ak, sabby, linda n am at zam zam... had my late lunch there with them... n den wait for azy... we wait for him like so long, until the mamak there give us receipt for our food... cross the street take half an hour ah... after azy had his meal, we went to esplanade, watch a dance performance... then went home... had fun poking azy... hahaha... sunday was quite a bore, nothing to do dat is until at nite... chat and do some stuff for sc... while today, went to T3 for lunch... i drove... after 1 week of no driving... i finally drove... got reached 120km/h... i know no big whoop... but its my first.. den we went to tampines mall/century square... got miz29 at century square which i dunno seh... niwaes, i tink i'm gonna follow asri go skateboarding.. share with his board, learn the tricks... nice rite...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 9:35 pm
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