Saturday, 16 May 2009
one group makes me feel unwelcomed and invisible while the other group just makes me feel like a servant and a dork...
i dunno wat i did wrong... seriously... my dr frens are making me unwelcome... my band frens makes me feel like they're just using me... sumtimes i just wonder if i am living with the phrase, "with frends like dis, who needs enemies"... i tink i do... its ok if u dun wanna invite me to go out wif u ppl, but pls dun rub it in till u hv to talk abt it almost every 5 minutes... it just makes me so left out...and pls dun comment on wat i want to eat and wat i dun wanna eat... i dun comment on wat u r eating, so pls dun comment on mine... wats so wrong abt me not eating veggies... does it say in the holy quran dat it is a must to eat veggies? i noe veggies are healthy, but i eat fruits as a substitute for not eating veggies... at the very least i tried to eat some veggies... and i hv made a rule of no bean sprouts! and when i said no, i mean no! "Ooooh, bean sprouts are good..", "bean sprouts are nice,"... try eating it when it is left there for half a day, see if that bean sprouts makes u feel good... and while i'm eating, i tot of my band frens whom some i noe are like me, non-veggies eaters... i felt good noeing at least there's ppl alike...
one group makes me feel unwelcomed and invisible while the other group just makes me feel like a servant and a dork...
ok, i admit, i am the official crew, but i am one man... i was promised of free gigs and a free meal... the 1st was kinda true except for one time where i hv to pay for myself (i was promised to be paid back but i didn't get any)... the free meal, i onli got it once but like its onli dessert not a full meal... and i did my job as a crew to get the equipment in check, and i did dat once by restringing, i paid the strings by myself, and i nvr had gotten back any money back... i was treated like a pack mule, getting laugh at bcos i was concern dat i would get the wrong side of the law, wats wrong wif being scared of dat... i was playing it safe... like its cool to go against the authority... den i gratefully say being cool is kinda stupid... and if i had my lazy way, i shldn't even restring the damn thing... no "thank you"s, no appreciation at all...
if any of the ppl reading, feel like i was talking abt them, so be it.. i dun care...
like the phrase:
"WITH FRIENDS LIKE THIS, WHO NEEDS ENEMIES"
for those who owes me money, be wary, i'm hunting you...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 2:08 pm
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