The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weirdthings/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog oftheir own 10 weird things/habits/little knownfacts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 peopleto be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back !
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[1] I was suspected of hving diabetes, its been cleared.
[2] I tend to bite my fingernails when i am bored/hungry/thinking.
[3] Am extremely shy when come to gerls i have a crush with.
[4] Likes to talk back (malay: loyar buruk)
[5] used to hv a fetish on girls who have braces
[6] Watch my first porn at the age of 5(accidentally).
[7] Likes spicy food till I perspire like hell.
[8] Have a habit of ending my pm or sms with a "...".
[9] Lifetime fan of Aston Villa FC.
[10] Tend to have a crush on girls who remind me of my mum.
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You've been tagged:
1) Faizah
2) Fauziah
3) Fazli EC2S
4) Sakinah
5) Rasyid (ITE BB)
6) Fazli SC
7) Wee Kiat
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My god, i can't believe i don't have enuf frens to sent dis tag to seh... =(
posted by: hilmi21 @ 9:20 pm
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long weekends... i tink i shall not fret abt such days anymore... its probably bcos i had quite much fun going out with my close cuzzin, ija, at jb... watching hsm3... tix at RM11... hsm edition popcorn n cup at RM10... hmm... cheap eh...
lately, i've been goin out late till i neglect my guitars... bcos of that i hv a...
NEWS BULLETIN: i am out of my original band...
its probably a good thing for me since i hv some time to clear my head and have some pressure off of me...
aboved i hv mention that i went and see HSM3 at jb... well.. in the middle of it, i got quite upset... imagine you went to a cubicle to pee... then the cubicle beside you began to bang on the sides... then imagine hearing two people inside the banging cubicle... with one of them kinda moaning... hmm... sex in the cubicle... ok.... i dun mind abt it... as you began to pee.. it generated some noises... the "couple" beside began to panic... at first they "sprinkle" at me with some water... then they splashed me with a waterfall... DAMN FUCKERS!! YOU MAKE MY POLO TEE WET!!
oh well... at least i enjoy the movie with a nice cup of Ashley to bring home...
also over the weekend, my mind can't stop thinking of LJS... when watching the movie, i kinda imagine LJS and me... oh kay... better get a move on... hahaha...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 8:38 pm
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hv you read abt the past few weeks about serangoon gardens residents get upset that their gonna be neighbours to foreign workers who needs to get settled in?
besides them being human beings, you can't expect them to stay outside in the streets... which makes it even more dangerous... i admit that's a bad and shameful side of Singaporeans... so caught up with their lavish lifestyle to even think of those who built the very flat/apartment you're living... if the person(s) who tinks that they're a menace probably didn't think of humility as he/she only tink about the price of their apartment(s)... the very apartment(s) which is built by the foreign workers... i don't even see any singaporeans who even wanna work as a construction worker or labour-intensive jobs... other than being unappreciated, they got "shooed" by the very people who is living on the very project they have to do as a job...
also, how come jurong residents ain't complaining? i mean i saw groups of foreign workers, especially on weekends, on patches of land around boon lay/jurong east interchange hving their chats, hanging out and eating/drinking... don't we hv to worry about our apartment price? don't we have to worry abt the safety of the females? we have to also what...
in fact during hari raya prayers at assyakirin mosque, which is quite popular for muslim foreign workers, i saw some of these foreign workers hv tags which serves them as volunteers for the mosque, so if a mosque can work hand in hand with foreign workers and also if Jurong residents can live with foreign workers, i can't see and hear a reason why Serangoon Gardens residents hv to get so worked up over the issue... like i said before, i sad fact for Singaporeans is that they got so worked up with their lavish and high maintenance lifestyle to even give a thought of those who have a lower class than them... my apologies if i labeled it as a class...
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today's lesson was kinda ok, came late to class as usual... went thru a bit of WCS chapter 2 in the morning... den went for mr muhd class... c prog... alamak... so the troublesome, but i guess i did learn about flowchart and pseudo labeling... den had 1st lunch with M.A.S.H.... been sometime since we did such a thing... please, can i hv more of it!! niwaes, we talked about our pasts... yeah, dirty little secrets of our younger kental days...
haiz... brings back my awful tortured upper sec days... and also the building that gone torn down for a another new building... at least i have memories of it... of how the building looks like...what me and my clique did... where we hv our st soccer at the cage... where we hang out to wait for the recess bell to ring... haiz... old fond memories... old frens who i hv nvr contact anymore... haiz...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 9:02 pm
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i guess i rushed my feelings and decision too fast...
please forgive me LJS...
i shld've known better...
please forgive me...
please...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 9:54 pm
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its been a while since i've updated... investiture training, bdae & farewell party, went out with frens, raya all over the one weekend... now am in class updating while listening to teacher...
saturday: start the day off accidently driving to dover instead of bukit batok.. met up with the rest and proceed with the invest training till 1... had a short investiture meeting after that... after which had a surprise farewell & bdae party for faris and rasyid... we then had KFC lunch and went to SCBB 'newbie' ibrahim open haus with Ter, Rasyid, Sabby, AK & Ryzal... got home alone at 10+pm...
sunday: went raya with the SC peeps... met up at Salha's haus... sorry k to sabby's love, i dun mean to wear the same colour as her, its the only one that i hv as a set... niwae, went on to sabby, syahirul, AK & my house... by the time reach my house everybody was already too tired... drove AK, Faris, Azrun n Sabby home... it is such a nice drive home alone...
parking time: 5-10 minutes
Monday: all i can remember ytd was i had a chat with my parents about relationships during dinner and went out driving to west coast park with syamil... supposed to wait for azrun but he was already too late for us... gotten emo when i found out something b4 dinner but my parents did cheer me up with their advices... i am starting to love driving...
parking time: 10-15minutes!
LJS, my feelings for u is just a past for me now... wasted feelings is a norm for me... so u r just another girl to me.. another friend and nothing else... isn't that what you wanted in the 1st place... so hv fun with the guy are with now... for i dun care much abt you anymore... LJS, i dun miss you no more... thnks to all for listening to me abt her, i hope i dun waste ur time talking abt her...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 2:43 pm
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Yesterday ec wireless outing was quite a blast except the fact that we have to delay the outing due to transport issues and something else due to someone... aboved pic was when the guy in white with the songkok got drunk and the girl dropped her contacts and me getting into a gay moment... hahaha... just joking... we had such a nice time that we've gone crazy... in the white SO-BARU car, we do some disco and some gay dancing... had my fair share of driving... and yes, i am some sort of a safety driver, dats y my driving quite slow... but still safety do come first... hmm... i do receive one comment frm my frens saying dat they've never seen me eating twice at the same seating... who don't blame you guys, i've long to hang out with you all onli that time doesn't allow me to... i was quite the butt of the jokes for sometime as my frens kept commenting each time i was near one of the girls... guys please... i am not "the God Of Chicks"! and due to the delay at Salha's house, they got to know who i liked in school... thnks la eh Salha...
i don't miss you LJS... i tink i don't miss you... i am in denial actually when i thought about that... i do miss you but there's some circumstances that makes me say i don't miss you or like you... if i hv an advise for you rite now, i would gladly say, "slow down and take a moment to smell the roses.... if you keep on living fast, you'll never know what is just in front of you"... i guess i am doing and feeling too much for you...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 7:22 am
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MISSINGHAVE YOU SEEN THIS BEAR AROUND?
the pic was taken on the 1st saturday of raya... long time nvr eat A&W, and i mean very long... since i was young like 7 maybe...
well, school just started yesterday and my life just begun to be busy... thank you Sabita for listing that i do have a life...
Student Council:
Planning to go raya this coming Sunday; Investiture training; Exco meeting; GM
Band:
New stuff, new originals, new member, new genre, everything is new to keep it short...
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage.
posted by: hilmi21 @ 11:09 pm
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Sometimes i do wonder, if i always make my feelings go to waste for someone.. and i always wonder, why do i always have to go through this heart ache every now and then... heart ache to see ur crush goin out with someone, heart ache to know that ur crush don't even know you, heart ache to kinda know you don't matter to ur crush...
well, i went to camp for 2days on friday.. it was kinda fun... though by nite time, i m alrdy drained out frm the laughter, physical activities and shouting frm the activities... supposed to watch enchanted with AK, Sabita and Azy but i slept thruout the movie until the end of it... after which, i just can't sleep... had a quite an emotional time when the juniors when they did their own post-camp event... my heart sank and i almost cried when seeing syahirul and nasri ee cried... thanks guys for the message in the bottle... i'll treasure it always...
"Things may come to those who wait, but only the things left by those who hustle..." - Abraham Lincoln
posted by: hilmi21 @ 10:54 pm
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almost everybody is in panic because of the "financial crisis"... the headlines in the news is always about this financial crisis and that bankruptcy and how the US govt decided to "save" the banks with a US$700 million bailout plan... US$700 MILLION... i noe the govt get all those money from the world bank or some other bank in another country... but here's the point i'm trying to prove... if the US govt could just give US$700 million to save banks...
why can't they use the money to get rid of poverty plaguing their country?
why can't they use the money to help the victims of Katrina and other natural disasters?
if the reason is bcos of their people, den does those whom i mentioned above their people too?
i apologise if i'm talking politics... i know politics makes people think life is complicated, which is wat it is...
today had my NS medical checkup, set the date together with Azy... i very the malu seh, cos i like very kancheong at the security check like 1st timer... very empty seh CMPB in the morning... so empty that there's a delay when hving the medical checkup with the medic...
hving to do the chkup the 2nd time have its benefits like i dun need to do photo taking and do the MCQs no more... too bad Azy had to do it... and it also left me being drenched in perspiration outside waiting for him... followed him for awhile afterwards... den went straight home...
gd news? my band life is going to start back again... i hope it'll be different with this whole new band stuff... haiz... i am wondering all the way now... will i hv time for my frens, be it chilling with MASH or riding/driving with "Arse, Faz n Yom"? Will i get to see LJS when she went off somewhere right after this year?
And you never, ever let me in.
posted by: hilmi21 @ 2:19 pm
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its been quite a long time since i updated...
a rollercoaster ride of emotions again...
i'm missing alot of people...
frm frens to that certain someone...
i decided to tell someone close the truth ytd nite...
and it felt great to let it out...
i know that she won't see me as someone else...
but i know she'll always be my close friend...
i miss that certain someone...
but i doubt she does also... she might say so..
but does she realli mean it?
i dunno... just got to know
she misses someone else...
well, i am just a fren to her...
will i ever be someone else to her?
i can do wat ur fren had done b4
but i decided not to...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 10:23 pm
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SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS AROUND THE WORLD!!!
hmmm... frankly, i have no mood to go raya this year... i just dunno why... all i can give as a reason is, everything went by so fast that i couldn't cope with the changing times... ytd, had an exco meeting at SC rm... few excos came, jon, salha, sabri, sabita, ak, azy, wen yong and wei quan... but its a very long meeting... from 1130 - arnd 3 pm... whew... my ass is so numb... discussed about invest and camp... and a few misc matters... after that had a talk with Jon, AK & Sabita at the foyer... a nice chat... went back with AK and Sabita, had a walk-n-talk session with them..
the topic which plays in our minds during the session makes me kinda sad and worried...
what are we gonna do once we step down from council in a months time?
do we even have lives to tend to after stepping down?
do we still keep in contact?
where we'll be after grad? - well, i noe where i'll be heading after grad... the dreaded NS...
I even had a few questions asking myself...
with 2 people i am so close with, is going attachment in Jan,will i still be motivated to come to school?
with my dad letting me use the car in Jan, what and how am i gonna use it?
i thought of something but i dun wanna voice out.. as its difficult for me to say about it...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 2:04 pm
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