1) I seem to develop this new habit besides talking to myself at times... i dunno when i started this habit... from azrun to sabby to ak.. i seem to like to msg ppl when i'm in the train... i can only guess the reason behind it is probably bcos i am bored and i need someone to talk to.. i lost my headphones somewhere in bukit batok and my other earphones is spoilt beyond any repair...2) today, is like any other day i guess... been travelling almost everywhere... from my house(jurong west) to bbdc(bukit batok) then to anaki jamming studio(chinatown) then to my house(jurong west) then to my aunt's house(jurong west near gek poh shopping centre)... my legs and back are tired from carrying my SG and walking around... haiz3) i have been eating abnormally since the overnight at ECP... i find it to have a great feeling like as if i am fasting... eat once during the day and eat dinner... it is still twice a day... but i eat like arnd 3-4pm and 7-8pm... so i try to eat as little as possible... ahah.. *wondering when will i be slimmer if i continue this trend*4) just went to chk out sabby's blog... wat a sentimental moment sia sabby... touched my heart, body and soul... don't worry sabby, i will be the one of those who'll remember you always... i'll try to keep in touch with you once we've graduated...
5)been coughing for the past 2 weeks now... wat my friend say kinda scared me... she say i might be hving pneumonia... i dunno wat am i going to do now... haiz...6) HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY KAK ZANA!! sorry i can't make it... stuck at my aunt's place doing nothing...7) received a msg from AK today regarding P.A.S.A. , it isn't good news... can't believe this people... either its typical malay attitude or egoist or backstabber... i dunno ok... reading the msg just kinda make me piss off...8) i hv this huge crush on someone quite close, its hard for me to express it, its hard for me to say, if the truth be told, i dunno wat to do nor say, someone please help me, help me with this, i'm desperate for an answer...
9) Grace Conspiracy Project will be performing at Ngee Ann Polytechnic on 2nd July 3pm.. Do check us out if you have the time...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 10:29 pm
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this week is kind of sleepless...
monday had an audition at the cathay's ben & jerries.. after which had an overnight at ECP with SC... the overnight is kind of good beside the fact that there's injuries everywhere once the nite cyclists came back... we had fun joking, talking and so on.. monday and tuesday somehow became into one as i kept thinking it was monday when it was tuesday... sabby tink like dat too... hahaha...
wednesday have an exco outing at vivocity... planned to have dinner at marche, ended up having takeaway dinner at the rooftop... an unofficial exco meeting suddenly commenced... again i had fun joking, laughing and taking pics... reached home arnd 11+...
thursday, have 2 meetings... cca and internal p.a.s.a... and a project class... initially wanted to go for only cca meeting but since fazli isn't coming.. i then had no mood to do the project and ended up not going... so i had a mcd lunch with sabby and ak... after which we make up events for the next few months and conclude on who to do what for p.a.s.a... went home at arnd 6 since i have curfew...
today's plan seems to be kind of crash... two guitar sessions at two different place with two different set of ppl... haiz... i'm just afraid that one day i might just get sick of playing the damn instrument... i do hope that day won't come...
everyday i seem to see ak & sabby bcos of p.a.s.a and SC... its not that i'm complaining or anything... i see you two almost everyday till i kinda getting fond of you two... i will miss you two once you two go for attachment.. haiz...
regards
kasarnova-helminion
from dictionary.com:-
fond -
1.having a liking or affection for
2.loving; affectionate
3.excessively tender or overindulgent; doting
4.cherished with strong or unreasoning feeling
posted by: hilmi21 @ 8:28 am
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today was not so bad at all... have a P.A.S.A meeting with bedok's bridge club at fullerton's starbucks...rain almost stopped us from meeting... AK was drenched and Sabby was stucked in esplanade... miscommunication was almost everywhere... after the troubled moment... we went to marina square... edwin bought a belt and sunglasses if i'm not wrong.. after going on the edwin's shopping trip, we went to the aboved "kopitiam?" and had our lunch/dinner... had tons of laughter with sabby thanks to edwin being high and azrun entertaining him... after doing some talking and jokes... azrun, sabby and me took bus home, in the bus we talked some more on the sc stuff... after azrun left, sabby showed me some 30 seconds to mars and tokio hotel clips... thanks for that... now i'm addicted to the song attack by 30 seconds to mars and had my band to play it... hahaha...
to AK... relax... i can see u r like handling a lot of things single handedly... divide the job... maybe some events u can have one committee to handle...
to Sabby... U shld relax too... there's no need to stress over Alif... i can see he is doing quite well collecting money and stuff ...
to Azrun... what's there to stress over the events... me and azmirah is there to help you...
if any of you guys want some help, i m always willing...
regards
Kasarnova-Helminion
GCP & NEP 4EvA!
posted by: hilmi21 @ 10:39 pm
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the song "apology" by alesana kept ringing in my ear.. i dunno why... being emo again i guess... i've written two bloody songs... but it was deemed too emo by my bandmates... what the heck... i can't write fucked up happy preppy songs... its either about girls or about something emo... hahaha... can't stop thinking about something...
today, went out with azrun and pravin... me and azrun had some admin stuff to do, after which we all went to sim lim square as azrun and pravin wanna buy memory cards for their psp(s)... after getting games and the memory card... azrun wanna search some other pc stuff... pravin can't believe his ears when another shop is selling the same thing at a cheaper price...
and i can't fucking believe what azrun wanna buy 2morrow...
1) 1TB external hard drive
2) 160GB iPod classic
3) canon e400d camera
i dun mind the camera and the iPod, what i mind is the 1TB of memory... that's like 1000GB of memory... fucking hell, i want that kind of memory for my external hard drive...
my holidays isn't like a holiday, its more like busy schedule time... i tink i can relate how sabby and A.K is feeling nowadays... though i have been there quite sometime ago...
with regards
Kasarnova-Helminion
posted by: hilmi21 @ 9:26 pm
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meetings, gigs, outings, projects, homework... that just summarises the whole of my 3 weeks holidays.. yesterday had the somethingood street performance.. and it was majorly bad... today had the audition for Scape's "listen to the salad days".. the judges sad to say are a bunch of stuck up people.. except for one actually... they never gave any comments, just sat there.. giving no expressions whatsoever... as usual, my guitar effects just bring me down... for 2 days, my effects let me down... haiz... what am i to do... my schedule is so packed that i have no chance to go work.. and azrun... i hope you're gonna be right about dover will have it's own sc couple at the same campus...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 11:21 pm
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Had another gig today at Music Garage... it was damn great la... the energy was totally different from ArtRock... the audience was magnificent as well... moshing to "Disillutioned"," Melodic Endings" and "Unholy Confessions"(A7X Cover) and singing to "Sugar, We're Going(/Falling) Down"(Fall Out Boy Cover)... and the highlight for the night was when Ahmad's guitar flying to the audience... after the show, we hang around our usual place, the bras basah complex, till late..
Future Gigs:
6 June - Music Garage
7 June - Wheelock Place
13 June - Heeren
15 June - Heeren
posted by: hilmi21 @ 4:39 pm
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