bl00dy emi

Thursday, 10 July 2008

dear friend,

I do not know how to say this to you.

My feelings for you have been decided.

My friends had asked me to tell you my feelings towards you but i just do not know what to say what to do once you've heard about my feelings.

I fear the rejection.

I fear that I might risk our close friendship for a relationship.

I fear that what you're doing to me are just being friendly or you are treating me as a big bro.

This doubts had been playing in my head and I even feared for the worst when you've gone far away for sometime.

I almost ask you to be mine the other day but I stopped short when you told me your life story.

I feel so pathetic right now.

posted by: hilmi21 @ 12:20 am