Monday, 16 February 2009
with bloodshot eyes, i stared down, down this dark alleyway
a tell tale sign that i needed help immediately
no one, and i mean no one knew wat i am feeling rite now
the pressure is getting to me
i hate the ignoring
i crave for attention more than ever
i wonder why, and i keep wondering
not been sleeping properly
not been eating properly either
am i depressed? or worst, am i suicidal?
no one knows cos no one asks
nobody, not even me, know who i am
i can be the best and the worst that anybody could ever met...
met someone new
an interesting person i can say
but i am as of now invisible
yes, dats the best werd to describe things now
invisible
ppl can't see me
they nvr did talk to me
they nvr acknowledge that i'm there
like i say, i am invisible
sumtimes i felt like i'm being used
i guess that's hw its been since secondary
i am still the stupid fool
the lazy bum
the idiotic, crazy fella
the boring one...
posted by: hilmi21 @ 8:15 pm
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